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21Sep/061

Going to Stanford/Mountain View tomorrow

If you're in the area and wanna say hi or something, give me a ring -- (530) 417-0874. I'm going down tomorrow around 11 and will be leaving Saturday in the afternoon... I'm excited for one of the meetings that I have scheduled for tomorrow, I'll write about it if I'm allowed to. I'm also meeting my new business partner Michael Young, a sophomore at Stanford. Should be fun!

Anyways, if you want to get in touch, just call me.

Filed under: Business, Technology 1 Comment
21Sep/064

Some quotes from The Fountainhead that are insane

I am on the home stretch of reading The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand. It's been the most amazing book I've ever read in my life. About halfway through the book, I realized how many enlightening quotes the book was filled with, so I tried something new: I put a bunch of post-its inside the cover, and everytime I found a quote I liked, I'd slap a post-it on it. And that's how I've come up with these quotes...

I will try to give the context for each quote, but reading the book is by far the best way to grasp the full meaning.

Gail Wynand, one of the richest man in NYC, talking to Dominique (his wife) about love

"Why have you been staring at me ever since we met? Because I'm not the Gail Wynand you'd heard about. You see, I love you. And love is exception-making. If you were in love you'd want to be broken, trampled, ordered, dominated, because that's the impossible, in the inconceivable for you in your relations with people. That would be the one gift, the great exception you'd want to offer the man you loved. But it wouldn't be easy for you."

Alvah Scarret is one of the heads of Gail Wynand's huge newspaper, The Banner, and his response to Wynand after Wynand fires one of the paper's top writers

Scarret protested in panic: "Gail, you can't fire Sally! Not Sally!"
"When I can't fire anyone I wish on my paper, I'll close it and blow up the God-damn building," said Wynand calmly.

Peter Keating is basically the opposite of the hero, Howard Roark. He speaks of him here.

"I often think that he's the only one of us who's achieved immortality. I don't mean in the sense of fame and I don't mean that he won't die some day. But he's living it. I think he is what the conception really means. You know how people long to be eternal. But they die with every day that passes. When you meet them, they're not what you met last. In any given hour, they kill some part of themselves. They change, they deny, they contradict--and they call it growth. At the end there's nothing left, nothing unrevered or unbetrayed; as if there had never been any entity, only a succession of adjectives fading in and out on an unformed mass. How do they expect a permanence which they have never held for a single moment? But Howard--one can imagine him existing forever."

Dominique talking to Wynand on his yacht

[Dominique] "I used to travel a great deal. I always felt just like that [hating to be at a destination]. I've been told it's because I'm a hater of mankind."
"You're not foolish enough to believe that, are you?"
"I don't know."
"Surely you've seen through that particular stupidity. I mean the one that claims the pig is the symbol of love for humanity--the creature that accepts anything. As a matter of fact, the person who loves everybody and feels at home everywhere is the true hater of mankind. He expects nothing of men, so no form of depravity can outrage him."
"You mean the person whosays that there's some good in the worst of us?"
"I mean the person whohas the filthy insolence to claim that he loves equally the man who made that statue of you and the manwho makes a Mickey Mouse balloonto sell on street corners. I mean the person who loves the men who prefer the Mickey Mouse to you statue--and there are many of that kind. I mean the person who loves Joan of Arc and the salesgirls in dress shops on Broadway--with equal fervor. I mean the person who loves your beauty and the women he sees in a subway--the kind that can't cross their knees and show flesh hanging publicly over their garters--with the same sense of exaltation. I mean the person who loves the clean, steady, unfrightened eyes of man looking through a telescope and the white stare of an imbecile--equally. I mean quite a large, generous, magnanimous company. Is it you who hate mankind, Mrs. Keating?"

Wynand talking to Dominique about love, again

"Or that love is pity."
"Oh, keep still. It's bad enough to hear things like that. To hear them from you is revolting--even as a joke."
"What's your answer?"
"That love is reverence, and worship, and glory, and the upward glance. Not a bandage for dirty sores. BUt they don't know it. Those who speak of love most promiscuously are the ones who've never felt it. They make some sort of feeble stew out of sympathy, compassion, contempt and general indifference, and they call it love. Once you've felt what it means to love as you and I know it--the total passion for the total height--you're incapable of anything less."

Peter Keating sitting by the fire realizing he isn't happy

He thought of how convincingly he could describe this scene to friends and make them envy the fullness of his contentment. Why oculdn't he convince himself? He had everything he'd ever wanted. He had wanted superiority--and for the last year he had been the undisputed leader of his profession. He had wanted fame--and he had five thick albums of clippings. He had wanted wealth--and he had enough to insure luxury for the rest of his life. He had everything anyone ever wanted. How many people struggled and suffered to achieve what he had achieved? How many dreamed and bled and died for this, without reaching it? "Peter Keating is the luckiest fellow on earth." How often had he heard that?

And I saved the best for last (if you had the endurance to read this far...). It's a scene where Dominique is speaking to Howard Roark

"Roark, before I met you, I had always been afraid of seeing someone like you, because I knew that I'd also have to see what I saw on the witness stand and I'd have to do what I did in that courtroom. I hated doing it, because it was an insult to you to defend you--and it was an insult to myself that you had to be defended... Roark, I can accept anything, except what seems to be the easiest for most people: their halway, the almost, the just-about, the in-between. They have their justifications. I don't know. I don't care to inquire. I know that it is the one thing not given me to understand. When I think of what you are, I can't accept any reality except a world of your kind. Or at least a world in which you have a fighting chance and a fight on your own terms. That does not exist. And I can't live life torn between that which exists--and you. It would mean to struggle against things and men who don't deserve to be your opponents. Your fight, using their methods--and that's too horrible a desecration. It would mean doing for you what I dod for Peter Keating: lie, flatter, evade, compromise, pander to every ineptitude--in order to beg of them a chance for you, beg them to let you live, to let you function, to beg them, Roark, not to laugh at them, but to tremble because they hold the power to hurt you. Am I too weak because I can't do this? I don't know which is the greater strength: to accept all this for you--or to love you so much that the rest is beyond acceptance. I don't know. I love you too much."

Have you read it ? What's your favorite quote(s) ? And out of all these, which one made you think the most ?

Filed under: Books 4 Comments
20Sep/061

An idea for Google, what do you think ?

Google should come out with an application that is basically a repository of Calendars that are organized by interests and location. So people in San Francisco that are interested in volleyball would always know where the next local grass doubles tourney would be... People in Sacramento interested in skiing would always know when special days are for resorts, deadlines for season passes, etc... Do you think this would work out ? Ever since I made the UCD Aggies Football calendar, I've been wanting something like this.

It would be a big hit for teens I think, so we'd know what's going on around the area on weekends. Everyone is always complaining "there's nothing to do." Log into your Google account and load up all your local events calendars; you are bound to find something to do.

And for anyone that has built/is building this application, let me know. It's a great idea... Hard to monetize it though.

Filed under: Google 1 Comment
20Sep/060

Petition for a 36 hour day!

There simply is not enough time to get everything in a 24 hour day. Here is my schedule Mon-Thursday (Fri-Sun are super productive days)

6:30am: wake up/shower/breakfast
7:00am: turn on laptop, get on skype, open outlook, check mail
7:30am: watch the latest rocketboom while packing my backpack for school
7:45am: leave for school

...

2:30pm: get out of school
2:45pm: get home, unpack everything, get a water bottle from the fridge and start drinking
3:00pm: open laptop up and download all emails for work. start work
6:30pm: after working for 3 and a half hours, i realize i won't be able to get enough work done because i have to go to dinner/gym/[ytot]/[tim's pg]/meeting
7:00pm: dinner/relaxation
8:00pm: work work work
11:00pm: i check backpackit.com for the homework assignments in my to-do lists and realize i have too much. so i do my homework until 12:30am
1:00am: sit and realize that there's not enough time in one day to get everything done. maybe i should homeschool... my buddy mark griffo did...
1:30am: start reading one of my books (current one is the fountainhead)
2:30am: sleeeeeeeeeep! good ol' sleep.

NOW... I do understand that there are moments and minutes where I could slip in a bit more productivity; but still, there is no way I can get everything done. Whatever, I'll just plow through all the work ahead of me untill I'm finished with it.

Speaking of no time to do anything else, I decided to give back to the community. I created the UC Davis Aggies Football schedule on Google Calendar. I'll post when I'm going to be at one of the games, hope to see you there ! Click the little Google Calendar icon to get it...

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20Sep/061

How to win every argument

I think arguing is stupid and a waste of time, at least if you're going to try to argue with me. This is how I deal with arguments:

You tell the person they're right, even when you know they're wrong. When you walk away, not only do you laugh it off, but you are so much more relaxed. If you really care a lot about what you're arguing about, shove it in the person's face and tell him/her to "Google it". And if you're wrong, then admit you're wrong. Wait, you already admitted it in the beginning.

The only thing that matters is what you think, because nobody can change that. People can try to impose their beliefs and convictions on you, but at the end of the day, you, and only you, can make up your own mind.

Stay true to yourself and don't worry about what anybody else thinks. Seriously.

Filed under: Advice 1 Comment
20Sep/062

Justin Timberlake’s new cd is like crack cocaine

I'm addicted!!!

By FAR the best album of the year... My favorite songs are #4 "My Love" and #6 "What Goes Around.../...Comes Around Interlude"

You might be saying... What's wrong with you ? You're a guy saying Justin Timberlake's new cd is amazing... Nope, that's not gay. I promise. So if you're a guy and afraid to go out and buy it because of what other people will think of you, don't worry, it's not gay at all. Nate, Jeremy and I bought the album ok ? Hahaha

Filed under: Music 2 Comments
18Sep/062

iTunes 7.0 is beautiful

iTunes 7.0 is turning the knife sideways in Windows Media Players heart with this one... This version of iTunes makes me want to go out and buy a shiny new iMac... which I might be doing sometime this week. I'll keep you posted.

Filed under: Apple 2 Comments
18Sep/068

Why Cuban is right about YouTube

Mark Cuban recently posted The Coming Dramatic Decline of YouTube, and I must say... I am in total agreement.

I think the main two reasons why YouTube is destined for failure is because 1) they don't have the infrastructure that Google does and 2) they don't have the ability to grow internally as fast as they are on the outside (they can't hire fast enough)

My first point is self explanitory: Google has much deeper pockets and hundreds of thousands of servers around the world. Google is the fastest most reliable CDN in the world (correct me if I'm wrong). Online video is in its beginning stages still, and it's going to take a while for people to realize that video quality and dl speed matters more than upload speed and amount of content.

My second point: they can't hire fast enough. They are huge. They need to sell right now to a company that knows what how to deal with such fast growth. Last time I checked, they had like 20 employees and were working above a pizza parlor. Um... Yeah. Right now, going with 37signals motto "less is more" isn't really going to help. YouTube makes enough money every month that it won't be much more overhead by hiring on 1,0000 employees to make their site better.

I hope to look at this post in about two years and see if I'm right. What do you think ?

18Sep/060

I hate ASP and ColdFusion

With a passion. And here are my reasons:

#1- THEY AREN'T OPEN SOURCE
Which means they all have terrible communities backing them. I get responses to any PHP or Ruby on Rails question in less than 5 minutes when I ask; when I ask a question about CF, it takes up to a DAY to get it answered. This is not to say that every language that isn't open source sucks; Flash has an amazing community that backs it. I love guys like kglad, rothrock, NSurveyor who post like 10x a day on the Adobe forums. I used to post a lot, but stopped when Adobe bought MM.

#2- They SUCK
PHP is SO much faster than both these languages. Ok ok ok, for anyone that doesn't believe me, look at the loading time between facebook and myspace... Uh... No contest! Facebook is 20x faster, and I've NEVER received an error on facebook. To people saying "myspace has so many more users," um, facebook is the #1 photo hosting website in the WORLD. That's right, the WORLD. Ahead of Flickr, Photobucket and ImageShack. Yeah, so apparently PHP has saved them a lot of wasted bandwidth.

#3- MySQL is faster than Jeff Gordon
Paying for a database is just a waste of money; MySQL is sooooooooooo fast. I don't even know what else to say about this.

#4- YES, I'm generalizing
Because I have no regard for either of these languages. I never want to learn ASP or ASP.net, and I never want to write another line of CF again!
#5- Hosting PHP/Rails is SOO much cheaper
And we live in the world, where everything revolves around MONEY!

If ASP or ColdFusion want to become dominant languages, they need to become 1) free and 2) faster to load... I don't know how that's possible, but I'm just throwing out a suggestion.

What made me write this post? APEXVS.COM IS THE SLOWEST WEBSITE EVER. I have two AP classes on it, and it's all done in ASPX. And BLEH! I'm so sick of waiting 30 seconds for a page to load on my wireless-n connection!

Screw ASP and ColdFusion.

Filed under: PHP, Technology No Comments
15Sep/060

Some great comments on Scoble’s latest “controversial” post

I was scanning through some comments on one of Scoble's latest blog entries: "Is Apple copying Microsoft?"

This one stuck out to me, too bad the writer was anonymous

Microsoft doesn’t only copy Apple. Microsoft copies Netscape, and Palm, and Sony, and Google and Symantec. And I’m forgetting so many, many more. The problem is that while the others innovate, Microsoft copies poorly. Then it leverages Windows to bundle and uses exclusionary licensing with OEMs to stop competitors from bundling or, in Netscape’s case, from even having a chance at the OEM channel.

Can't be stated much better... And then to top it off, this comment!!!

It’s true. Microsoft don’t always copy Apple. Look at the Zune. Looks like crap. Looks like a kid’s plastic toy. I guess style comes from the top. And in this case that’d be Steve Ballmer. Enough said.

“If anyone ever tells me again that Microsoft only copies Apple I’m gonna puke.”

That is true. They don’t only copy Apple. They also copy Google, Yahoo!… oh way too many others to mention. Just look at how many times you see news stories about Microsoft releasing their version of something someone else has done. Microsoft is the new Xerox.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

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